Monday, November 16, 2009 . 12:54 PM

i really didn't know whether i should post this out. but i guess i should.

i am crying as i write this post. reading what you wrote and what you felt, it really hurts me a lot. i know perhaps you say you don't really blame me (or mayb you seriously do). but deep down there, i know. i know i spoiled so much and screwed up so many things. i can see that you did put in the effort but what i really want you to know is that, I did too. i really really tried. i know it sounds very shameless becos i sound like i am trying to come up with reasons and excuses to redeem myself.

i think maybe i really am not trying hard enough. i told myself that no matter what happens, i will pull through and I WILL NOT CRY in front of you guys. i am seriously glad that i held on to the second part of my promise. i will never cry in front of u rgco. and the only thing that i can promise now is to try even harder.

i will try harder.

Sunday, November 15, 2009 . 2:58 PM

haha wow busy week!

Movie!
Ohhh sister's keeper is such a good book! The movie was rather ok too. haha before the movie we went to buy food and the queue was quite horrendous xD oh well, then the movie kind of started late. oh and i was crying throughout the movie! haha ops cos i was able to relate to some of the things la. and anyway, maddy was giving me the :OOO look throughout! haha ops

MOE CO Lead Camp <333
haha it was so awesome! The first day turned out better than I expected and the games that we played were quite funny actually. oh haha i found a long lost friend, mr tee kai hong!! haha awesome. yep then second day was all about conducting! i was the first to conduct sectionals o.O raawr! haha ok at least i could play the song(: quite sad that I had to miss the last day completely! :(

RGS Arts Fest!
ohhh! haha smack in the middle >.< yep yep it was good! especially the musical(: good job everyone!! yay really enjoyed myself and i took a lot a lot of photos :P

math training!
oh gosh can u believe it? the doh doh me forgot to bring my graphic calculator cos i rushed to school thinking i was late. had to share with rumin in the end. haha can't believe i was so fail! :P

bhco!
ahhh first prac! was rather traumatising >.<>.< THEN the conductor came and started playing those new songs. and everyone was just sightreading!! haha ok the sightreading part wasn't that bad but the conductor was quite confusing! like he will just start without telling you the bar number and vivian and i are constantly lost somewhere :P haha must prac harder!!

ok busy busy week! glad to have the holidays to rest a bit(: haha felt so sleepy recently. mhhmmm trying to upload the pictures on facebook! :D

Tuesday, November 10, 2009 . 8:07 PM

AHHHHH a lot of things to do!!!

let me tell you all about my wonderful schedule for the week:
monday - sister's keeper!
oh gosh this is such a saddening movie. i was just totally crying throughout and maddy was giving me the looks >.< haha but i don't like the movie ending! preferred the book's one(:
tuesday - MOE LEAD CAMP like 7am to 7pm
ahhh haha found a long lost friend! kai hong! lol think the camp wasn't as bad as i thought it would be xD it was quite fun!(:
wednesday - MOE camp!! 8 to 6pm
i am going to die for conducting!
thursday - arts fest!!! 7am to 11.40pm how's that!!
friday - arts fest!!! 7am to 12.20pm wonderful right?

I JUST MURDERED MY ANKLE grr

Monday, November 2, 2009 . 7:24 PM

haha hey world. haven't posted for quite a long time xD

a lot has been going on nowadays! Bombarded with a lot of admin work especially. make me appreciate the tiny little details and its kind of fullfilling ticking off my to do list(:

anyway, was suddenly dragged in to perform for arts fest! Think it is rather ok, although maybe slightly rushed xD

oh and 314 won math trail! haha it was quite a surprise actually! like wow xD but we didn't win for karaoke >.< but its ok! i still think we did well(: THANKS 314!!! we are such an awesome class(:

haha school life has been great i think. although i am getting busier by the day with all the work and esp arts fest and co pracs, really enjoy school life! with all the great time that i spend with friends( :vivian and chu! haha(: and delia and maddy xD yep! don't want school to end(:

Tuesday, October 27, 2009 . 8:59 PM

i nvr knew you thought of me like that.

and i suck. how can i do so badly for aimo! careless la! tell u not to be careless already! ur 10 marks fly away luh! 活该 i totally deserve to die

Sunday, October 25, 2009 . 10:00 AM

到底你想干什么？我忍你真的很久了。烦！

Saturday, October 17, 2009 . 8:24 PM

haha wow ok actually i have no idea what i did for the past few days.

er generally, i did a lot of math? OH and entertaining my baby cousin who is only about 1 year old. haha ok he is quite cute sometimes. like when he gets super high or excited, he will start squealing and then running to the person to BITE him. haha how interesting right >.< yep so spent a lot of my time taking care of him!

haha oh and i went to the library with vivian yesterday i think xD haha and post eya activities sound mildly interesting. but i am missing the movie days and a bunch of other things! D: manz

ok selection camp for pits and jpsls is so soon! wow haha briefing on monday. afterwards sleeping over at huiyi's house! yay haha shall look forward to that(: